Recapitulating the Seeds of 2019: Harvest Moon / Autumn Equinox and Ceremony
We have just endured the worst attacks and betrayals David and I have ever seen while peacefully continuing our work of education and spiritual inspiration. We chose not to talk about it while it was happening because we prefer to focus on an uplifting message and not the convulsions from those who are trying to seek power for their own agendas.
While the world is going through massive upheavals, true darkness is being revealed — and this is all all happening in our corner of the universe as well. There are macro-changes happening on the world stage where David and Goliath type of battles are going on. “Small” people are going up against behemoth’s of entrenched abuse, exposing ancient evils and taking names. Julian Assange, Natacha Jaitt, Sabrina Bittencourt, Bella Thorne, the individual men and women calling out Hollywood and the elite — and you bet these beasts are fighting back!
This time is called “the Quickening.” It is the preceding “hours” before Ascension when the wheat is being separated from the chafe. We are all being tested and these tests come as our life experiences. Spirit and the Beings then see how we show up in the face of these trials, temptations and betrays and how we do so determines much for our soul’s timeline. Never forget the bigger picture…
The past year, we have been frontally attacked by numerous individuals and groups all with one nefarious agenda — to silence, harm, destroy. Why? Read on…
But first, I want to invite those who feel called to join me in ceremony for the Fall Equinox. Ceremony is one of the main spiritual tools I use regularly to sail this ship in good waters, to get right with the Divine and in line with Divine protection. It is necessary to know the tools of the spiritual warrior to navigate this life and beyond. There are universal laws we live within and these are our blessing and protection.
The Wheel of the Year has turned and in the Northern Hemisphere, Summer is ending, and Fall is on it’s way. We hang in the energies of change. The time of harvest has come, when we reap what we have sown. This is the Harvest Moon, Autumn Equinox, and this time of year is called “Mabon” from the old ways.
Traditionally at this time, people gathered together to harvest the last of the fruits, to celebrate, recapitulate and prepare for Winter. In celebration of the change of seasons, I invite to join me for a live Autumn Ceremony on Tuesday, September 24th @ 11AM Pacific/ 2PM Eastern / 7PM London time.
In this ceremony, we will recall the seeds that we planted — consciously or unconsciously this Spring then look at what fruits they have born. We will consider our commitments and our direction and align with the Divine. We will also consider the Grand Harvest, the Ascension, and tune into the frequencies pouring into the earth at this time and feel into who we are and where we are going.
Last Spring, the Temple offered a seed planting ceremony. Together, we asked for clarity on our deepest dreams and blew our intentions into three seeds. We then planted these seeds in the earth or on our altars. For those of you who participated or did your own ceremony:
- Do you remember what those intentions were?
- Did you water the seeds, nurture the seeds of your dreams?
- Did those seeds bear fruit?
Look back on what you intended and allow yourself to see where your ship has sailed.
Sometimes, things happen in our lives that we are not expecting, and they take our path in a different way. There are storms and swells we know not of. Sometimes we forget our dreams. We can get caught up in the day-to-day, in the dramas and traumas, in the personalities and events. Sometimes our prayers are answered. Our dreams are carried on the winds, met by angels and fulfilled — sweetly, softly, or powerfully.
It is important that you choose to be at the helm of your ship, no matter which way the weather blows.
No matter the tide, the swell, or the clouds, you are the one to point your ship in the direction of your guiding star. What do you truly desire in this life? What have you really come here for? Who are you meant to be? Recall and remember…
Never let your good vision go!
Do not let the monsters of the deep scare you off your path. They will try. It is part of the hero’s journey that is hardwired into the program of the Logos. The most important thing to remember is that you choose your path. No matter what anyone else says or does, you can choose to stay pointed toward your North Star. When we do this, we are accompanied by a litany of beings, both seen and unseen, who walk with us as we align with the higher power. Ceremony is one of the ways that we strengthen and affirm this alignment, and our alliance with the forces of good.
I affirm my allegiance to the One Loving Creator regularly through meditation and prayer.
I affirm my allegiance to the One Loving Creator regularly through meditation and prayer. I ask for help, for forgiveness and for direction, and I remember that my life will be given back to the Creator as I lay my body down to die. Death is a constant advisor. Remembering that we are eternal souls puts a lot of things in perspective. We live within Universal laws, and are bound by them. This also helps to humble any parts of us that would like to cross those laws. Ceremony helps us remember. It affirms our alliance with good and with Great Spirit God/Goddess. It gives us clarity on who we are and what we are doing while we walk this earth.
In ceremony, I ask for guidance from Spirit for what to bring into my talks and programs. These past six months, I did five conferences, traveling and communing with our various tribes across the Pacific Rim and the Southwest. As one of very few female voices speaking in what is called the “UFO/Disclosure Community”, I take this opportunity seriously. I choose to use it to spread a message of peace, calling for respect of the earth, her elements and creatures, and for the return of the sacred feminine energies and the sacred warriors to this planet.
The world is out of balance because we have lost our way. In Taoism, “the Way” means to be in harmony with the Tao — the Tao being Creator and all things. We are out of harmony because we have lost respect for the sacred and we have forgotten the importance of being sacred.
When we return our respect for the earth, her elements and her creatures (the sacred feminine), and make a stand for the protection of the sacred (the sacred masculine), then humanity will graduate to being galactic citizens. We still appear to be a long way from this happening to us as a planet, but each of us can make favorable choices within our own bodies and souls. The choices we make as individuals do have a lasting effect on our eternal timeline. When we look at our lives from the aspect of being eternal, and of carrying with us the effects of every thing we say and do while on earth, we change how we conduct ourselves. There is no “getting away” with anything. All actions come home to roost in the heart of one’s being.
I take this message and infuse the Priestess Path courses with it. I took this message to Hawaii and spoke at CosmicWaves. We were blessed to swim with dolphins, and to have a baby humpbacked whale wave at us. Immediately after this, I flew to Sedona to speak about the Divine Feminine at Cosmic Awakening. Then a week later, I was in San Francisco to support my husband at New Living Expo. Five weeks later, I was in the Palm Desert at Contact in the Desert, where David and I spoke for the first time together onstage. Then to top it all off, we just completed our last conference of the year — Dimensions of Disclosure in Ventura, California, which was the one-year anniversary of my speaking on stage. There is so much more that I want to say and feel I need to say, and I am excited about our future conference engagements.
The last few months has been a whirlwind. I am now back home and settling in for the Fall and Winter months, grounding into the earth to receive new creations.
If there is any title I could give for the energies we have been experiencing this last year, it would be “Harvest 2019: Staying focused on a message of peace and hope amidst turmoil”. This past year has been one of the most challenging years the UFO community has ever seen, according to my husband, David. The infiltration, deceptions and betrayals are at an all-time high. Lucky me! What a time to come into this community. Since we are at the epicenter of this community, we are often at ground zero of the battles that people choose to wage. Many of these battles are fought against David and those he chooses to associate with.
I think it is sad, because many people are sincerely looking for answers but they can easily become disheartened and confused, and do not know who or what to believe. “What is going on in the UFO community,” people wonder? Well, certain people decide they want to create and fight wars, often because they want to be the leader, the famous one, the one everyone is listening to. Little do they realize that very few people are strong enough, in body, mind and spirit, to really handle the role if it were actually to happen to them and they cannot themselves handle the trolls. Going dark is ultimately short-sighted and irresponsible and more often than not, the greatest damage is done to the people who are sincere seekers of truth, freedom, information and love.
One could certainly expect that “UFO experts” who talk about little green men and such might be a bit off their rocker. Since I came into this community three years ago, I can clearly see that some of them are. While this community attracts some very kind, talented and truly spiritual people, it also attracts some really cruel individuals who have nefarious agendas and little, if any, spiritual root. Worse, there are individuals who are actively committed to the negative spiritual side. In certain cases, they even make their affiliations quite public and wear them with pride.
My background is in healing and sacred warrior martial arts, where the intention is to help and protect people. Therefore, being thrust onto a battlefield where people are trying to ruin the lives of their associates has been a bit of an adjustment, to say the least. I was trained to build people up, and I was trained to initiate warriors — and have done so. Decades ago, I committed my soul to heal. Therefore, being in a so-called “community” riddled with shenanigans from adult gangs, complete with corporations paying people off to try to ruin our lives, has been, let’s say, disappointing. It is even more outrageous when these people call themselves “Light Workers”. Then again, Lucifer is called the “Light-Bringer”.
For those of you who follow this stuff, you may know what I am talking about, but you almost certainly don’t know all the details, as many of them have still never been publicized for various reasons. The details are many, and read like a low-budget daytime soap opera filled with tragedy and comedy alike. What disheartens me the most though, is that the most toxic people are often the most verbose and then the sincere-seekers get confused and hurt.
I believe this is of karmic consequence to those who are fulfilling low-level needs through public psychopathy which deceives the sincere seekers of truth. Most often, the good natured individuals keep quiet and do not engage in the fights, so the color of the “community” if you will is skewed. Those of us on a spiritual mission prefer to stay out of it and continue to work tirelessly on our programs, books, conferences in peace — and we have some exciting new releases coming soon.
Never did I think I would be living inside a paranormal James Bond movie, but I am. In general, this year brought organized, planned, corporate-sponsored group attacks on us and others in the community in an attempt to take over the narrative and take us down, but it only galvanizes our missions more.
I know who these people are. I’ve heard their voices uncensored. I have heard them screaming and cursing at the top of their lungs. I know what they say about their wives when she’s not there, and I know the back-door deals they have made. It is too dark for me to want to get into, but just know, we do what we do on terrain where people are trying to destroy us. We don’t televise it, telegraph it or even write much about it. It is annoying, and we’d prefer everyone live in peace. Far from destroying us, the attacks make our messages that much stronger because we experience the risks of being out there.
“Everything is a golden link in the chain of my good” — Florence Schovel Shinn
I don’t like to talk about negative things, but also, it is not healthy to pretend things are not happening. Just remember that people like Epstein and cronies will tell you they did nothing wrong and that somehow they are the victims and the heroes while fully knowing what the were doing. They always spin it that way.
It is my hope that you can take some of our personal story and apply it to the struggles of your own life. You can take everything the world throws at you and use it to fuel the good. Take any energy that comes your way and receive it if it is a blessing, deflect it if it is for harm, then use it all as part of your message. This is the Art of Peace according to Morihei Ushiba, grandmaster of the art of Akido. Also, as one of my Nagual elders taught, don’t get caught up in personalities and events, listen for the pearls. There will always be heaps of manure anywhere there is a donkey… look for the donkey!
I believe if you are given the good fortune of having a public voice, that it is a sacred gift that allows you to bless more people than if nobody were listening to you. I believe that if we have a pubic platform, we then have a responsibility to lead the people into good waters, that we should lift up our fellow men and women up rather than trying to take them down. I’ve said this many times “standing for something sacred is different than being against something in hatred.” Hatred is not a platform. Hatred is not a message.
The important thing for all of us on a macro level is what are we creating, what are we aligned with, and what are we doing with our lives. It doesn’t matter if you are having a pool party or are on a battlefield. Your mission and vision should not change. The test is: can you stay focused, can you stay committed AND use all the energies coming your way to make your good life, and your statement to the world?
This is why I don’t normally talk about the details of the soap opera that I call “The Cosmic Days of Our Lives”. However, if it were put on screen, it would be highly entertaining, disturbing and very revealing. Perhaps the greatest surprise, again, is how much central organization appears to be behind all of these seemingly disparate personalities and their various attacks.
“Invade, infiltrate and destroy — and if you can’t, buy it.” That is the motto I would give a certain faction of the UFO community.
Marrying David brought me somewhere I never expected or intended to be and I suddenly found myself deeply and powerfully involved with the UFO/Disclosure world. It did disturb me to watch the movie, “Mirage Men” and see that the UFO community has been admittedly infiltrated by the CIA for decades, with the intent of confusing and deceiving the people — which is you. While I am sure not everything the CIA does is manipulative, they do admit to doing some very dark things and their involvement is, thus, disturbing. I wish I had a different feeling about it and that lived in a different reality, but this is the one we’ve got.
Watch mirage Men and you will see the confession of a CIA infiltrator of the UFO community, Richard Doty. He confessed how they did it and who they did it to. Don’t think for a minute that this has gone away. Although they waited to release the movie until Doty was deceased, these individuals and groups are still around, and they are still causing trouble.
As a newcomer observing this field for the first time, it has been shocking to see people we know, who could choose noble paths, instead choosing the opposite, or choosing to try to take people down in an attempt to lift themselves up. It is disappointing to see adults who could use their platform to be a good mentor instead use it for harm, to knowingly fabricate lies, and to actively intend to hurt and destroy — and laugh at their victims while doing so. Some do it from the background and some do it face-first. I guess it is the way of things — and every good story needs villains.
There is silver lining, though, and true character is revealed in trying times. Among the destruction and chaos, there are a few people who have proven to truly cleave to the good. Those people shine through at times like these. Heroes are born on the battlefield, and you know who you are dealing with when the ‘stuff’ hits the fan.
This last year has revealed who is who on the world stage of Disclosure. We were shockingly betrayed by a number of people who were close to us. Some people have even tried to start or reboot their careers in Disclosure by spewing hatred and lies, only then to try to parlay their platform of hate into being somebody in the field.
This is a strange strategy for fame, but Charles Manson was famous for just being evil. It’s all too easy to just hate someone. It takes no talent, no hard work, no earning. Some people will listen to you, but they will soon tire because it is just too toxic. It is much more difficult to be an inspiring person who people want listen to because you are consistently adding value to their life. In the grand scheme of things, being an inspiration is one of the most difficult and noble accomplishments that requires one to be authentic and real. People are smart — they can tell the difference.
The cure for want is a relationship with Spirit because all gifts, all abundance and all blessings come from our eternal Creator.
Hidden beneath hatred is a wound. It is often the feeling of not being good enough, not having enough. The person is trying to feel good about themselves by taking power away from someone else. This is misplaced achievement, because praise or position cannot be gained by stealing it from others. The cure for want is a relationship with Spirit, because all gifts, all abundance and all blessings come from our eternal Creator.
One thing I have learned in this life is to keep going back to Great Spirit. When you are sad, take it to Spirit. When you are lonely and crying for your beloved, take it to Spirit. When you are scared, angry, depressed, or want to die… go to Spirit.
Throughout my life, I chose to take my pain to Spirit. At an early age, I knew that my problems were not going to be solved by affirmations, psychologists or medication. Thanks to a book I read on Shamanism when I was seventeen, I discovered that there are people who know how to heal the soul, and that miracles have been reported. As a result, I have done hundreds of ceremonies — vision quests, medicine journeys and fasts — and I have taken my prayers to Spirit. This is the only way that my life healed. It is through the blessings of Spirit that I got out of depression, and changed my way of life from being suicidal to wanting to live. I chose to go for direct communion with the Divine through mystic experiences.
During ceremony, we take time out of our busy lives to commune with Creator — to share our struggles, ask for help, and receive guidance. The beautiful thing is that it works. It is important to remember where we come from, where we are going, and where true power lies. I share some of what I struggle with now so that you can see that despite challenges, we can still walk our spiritual path and create beauty. We can choose to align with good, offer a message of peace, and never, ever lose sight of the sacred.
Life is challenging. There are often villains lurking in the darkness, people who have it out for you, and surprise events that you don’t see coming. Always remember that none of that needs to dampen your light,or take you off of your path!
During this next ceremony, we will take time to align with the love of the Divine, Infinite Intelligence in order to harmonize our body, mind and affairs, and to get clear on what it is for us to do now. All who come in peace are welcome.
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